It's called "deep stealth" now, sometimes it's called "going dark". I've been there. For the past 17 years, I have lived my life in the mundane hum drums of normalcy. I had Gender Reassignment Surgery in the late 80's and since then, I've lived my life as any woman. I have been successful. I've had a wonderful career. I love to write poetry and play classical music. And I still love the good old rock n roll of my youth.